Maybe everything between all of us with you just gonna end today. I just don't know why do you still act ignorant to stuff. Losing us seems like its nothing to you. Have you ever thought about why we actually talked to you? & Do you know how much tears have everyone shed for you that day? It just hurts me so much to see all of you break down. I mean, we all trusted you and all but you've gone over the limit, overboard. I know i have no right to say all these to you cause i'm just a third party in this whole thingy but, i wouldn't say all this to you if i don't care.
Liana, maybe i ain't that close with you but i have always treated you as my closest friend like the others. Tho we always quarrel, as in bickering, or ask each other to shut up and all, i still treasure you. I've known you since sec one. We had camps tgt, went beach tgt, made retarded videos tgt, and sososo many other things ): Now, you've changed. The way you look at us is full of hatred. I have nothing more to say to you. But what i want you to know is, i'll always be here if you need anyone, Liana Abbas. ):
By Hasanah: Life there is always ups and down. its sometimes you just have to let it go you see. Things that you have now might not be forever, like a friend. Cheer up darl! =) Things gonna b okay.
A poem that Bryan composed {Took it from naia} :
'Our friendship just had to crash its just like attacking our own blood and flesh Leaving us as fast as a dash sacrficing ourselves just to get slash what do you think its best, or do you think its just a test'
Anyway, going Sentosa tmrw! :D Wheeees. Can't wait. Ohwell. Just gonna stop here alrdy. I've said what i wanna say and hope things will turn out right. Girlfies, you guys are the best things god have ever given to me. I wouldn't wanna lose another one. Alright, bye :D
A True Friend Since Sec One, Liana. We'll rmb you, now & forever.
Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 1:28 AM
Today's four paper is finally over! :D I'm really glad. Just one more paper to go, Maths. I don't feel like typing how was the paper today but the only thing is, its kinda diff. Simple & short.
Alright, this few weeks have been really bad for all of us. I know things seems so complicated now cause she wouldn't admit her mistakes for taking. But darlings, i know its hard to lose a friend after four years of friendship. But if she just won't come out & talk to us, there's nothing else we can do. We did what we can by telling her nicely. She just have to admit & for sure, you guys will forgive her. Its all about forgive & forget. I really hope this matter would end real soon. & She'll change for the better. I don't wanna see each of you breaking down again. Neither do we wanna lose you as a friend, lalal*. I ♥ You Girls & I Wouldn't Wanna Lose All You. &Cheer up :] Anyway, was looking for lyrics & found this. Just so similar to how i'm feeling right now. I changed the lyrics somehow tomake it 'better'. Those inblueare the ones i changed.
Its Walk Away by Paula Deanda.
I'm gonna remember you, you're not gonna remember me. I'm gonna remember you, you're not gonna remember me.
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday And i feel that i must confess Even though it kills me to have to say I'll admit that i was impressed physically just short of perfection Gotta commend you on your selection Though i know i shouldn't be concerned In the back of my mind, i can't help but question
Does she bring you lunch When you haven't eaten And feed you medicine When you're sick Does she know that you like to be piggy-backed 'And jump around like a lil boy like i do?
I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're not gonna remember me Walk away I can't forget how we used to be
I guess i have to live my life from day to day Hoping maybe you'll come back I know i tell myself not to be afraid to move on But it seems i can't Though my new man is giving me attention But it ain't the same as your affection I know i should be content In the back of my mind, i can't help but question
Does he kiss me on my forehead Before we lay Bring me to nice places To leave a memory Does he call me in the middle of the day Just to say baby i love you like you used to
I guess it really gets so hard to walk away from the both of you. But i wanna tell you, i can't help but wait till you see that with me it ain't the same. Bye.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 5:57 AM
Hey, its my second post for the day (: Ya, just came home after mugging with dearest Komey. Haha, cause i super confident think that my physics file is at home & found out that its not? Lols. So, called Komey to drop by my house around seven. & She came (: MY SAVIOUR! Sat under my void deck & started mugging. Mug a lil only cause was laughing over stupid stuff like worksheets flying all over the place. Hahaha, funny. Later she went home at nine plus.
So, here's all the pics taken :D
Damn, i like have 4 papers tmrw?! Wtf manxzxzxzx! Physics, Chem, Cheena, & Geog. Shoot me, bangbangbang! :D *Komey's favourite line. HAHA. I miss girlfies now! & I hope the problem about lala* will resolve. Maybe tmrw? I really hope so. Okay, thats all.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
@ 2:17 AM
Hello again! :D Haha, went mugging with darlings at the library today after school. Yepp, we really mug alright. Everyone was studying except for Sara & Nasry. Lols. Many Hai-sians were like there to mug too. Hardworking eh. Yanhow & Chih Kai came to our table to ask questions about physics & clever Chih Kai taught all of us Chem. Haha, but he gave up teaching me cause he says i'm hopeless?! Wth. Lols. Anyw, i saw blah* today with his girlfie. Ohwell. Here are the pictures taken during the mug! c:
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 3:34 AM
Hello people! :D Today's english paper is like, omg-i-don't-understand-the-passage? Its like passage A talks about um, 'Garden of Eden' & passage B talks about carbon dioxide?! Amazing lah. Lols. Just died halfway thru. &Yes, i'm happy that my poa test has also finished but i dread to see the marks cause my stupid account didn't balance! *!$%^&#!%^#@ Damnit lah. Its like i tried balancing it for uber many times but just can't, so gave up. Anyw, much thanks to Sean Kimmy & Junze for helping me in poa ystd. Hahas. You guys are the bestxzxzxzxzxz lah! (: They taught me poa online uh. Very difficult to understand but somehow, i managed to do understand a lil.
So for now, i'm not in the mood to study lah. Lucky there's no test for tmrw if not, i'll be seriously stressed to the corecorecorecorexzxzxz! But Thurs have 3 test lah! D: Physics/Chem, Geog & Cheena shyt. Like wth! School like just wanna kill us mannnn. Damn, i so wanna graduate asap. ):
Yeayyyy, mommy's coming home on Thurs! :D Whees.
24 Febuary, out with family
Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
supposed to do a monkey face. lols.
blue contacts (:
@ 4:52 AM
Pictures taken with sis long time ago. Somehow found it in her phone. Haha. I'm bored lah. Anyway, who's free for a movie tmrw? :D Wanna watch P.s I love you lah! Lols, bye.
@ 1:47 AM
Hello people. I don't know what to blog for now. But all i wanna say is, i met super alot of weird/kiasu/irritating/typical/annoying people today who really makes me wanna punch their face. Okay, thats all. Bye.
Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 7:39 AM
22 Febuary, Komey didn't go school.
Alright, today school was super unusual cause Komey didn't go school today. Reasons:Sick ): Missed her whole day lah. Another thing that happened is Shawn was on newspp. Fcuking scare the hell outta me. I'm so glad you're fine now. Hate those visitors lah can! D: Hm, alright continueing.. SO, Kris & i decided to just give her a surprise? Don't reply her messages, don't tell her we're going to her house. So, we followed as planned, ask Maria to message her say i & Kris not coming due to some test? & Maria having cramps so wanna go home. All those crap lah. In the end, went all the way to her house, surprised her seyy. She was happy, & it did made my day seeing her smile :D Oh, so lesbian-ish uh. Haha!
Cooked/played Wii/watch dvds/play comp at her house. Took some pics. Really funny ones where Maria doze off while watching the show. Funny! She like not sleeping cause her eyes are like half open. Lols! No offence darl (: Den Komey took a pic of her in my hp but Maria didn't know kris also has it in her phone so she only deleted the pic from my phone. Lols. A back-up plan learnt from f&n. Hahaha! So, blahblahblah, fast forward, and den now, home (: So, here's the pictures for the day. Bye.
girlfies.
i'm cooking lah. Pro uh (:
Maria sleeping! HAHA.
Mommy's flying to Australia tmrw midnight? Damn, i feel effing sad & jealous. Even tho she's going for only four days. How i wish i'll migrate there, & forget everything here in Sg cause it sucks right here. Oh bother. I will miss my mom lah.
MOMMY, I MISS YOU ALRDY!
SAMANTHA eyes set to kill.
Thursday, February 21, 2008 @ 2:44 AM
F&N Day lah sia.
Hello world. Currently gonna chiong my f&n coursework cause its like due in another four hours time?! Its like super difficult lah! Wahlau, the thingy must write what stupid 'critical comments' & stuff like that. Wah, can die bodoh. Stressed lah. So, stopped doing & started blogging so as to complain to the whole world. Hahaha. Anyw, i'm like still here blogging happily lah. Hmmm, i just found out smth today. Someone told me a lie about this girl who is like, um, don't exist? But actually she like exist lah. Damn amazing. Was angry but, i won't blame you. Just let bygones be bygones. Damn, i'm nice (: Lols.
Alright, today Maria cried because of f&n. Maybe she's stressed. But don't worry darl, i'll be standing right here with you. Even tho i always say stupid stuff that make you angry, no matter what, i love you (: Ohya, when Maria's crying, Reuby attempted to cheer her up by saying some stupid jokes but failed & instead, i laughed like hell. Its super funny i swear! Here's the jokes he said.
1. Is Happy a male or female? Male. You know why? Cause Happy MALE! (Macdonalds.) Funny sio.
3. What's Happy's surname? Lee. You know why? Cause Happy-LEE! ( correct pronounciation, happily )
Damn funny right?! I know its lame but it really made me laugh & when i told my mom the joke, she almost dropped her bowl of salad. Haha! When i tell the jokes, i keep asking people to give up cause i wanna say the right answer! Lols. I'll laugh while saying it. Damn, this is so funny. Alright, anyway, Junze, thanks for your poem you wrote. Its sweet/sour/bitter/salty. Lols. I'll try to write one for you but, guess you'll be disappointed cause i have no idea how to compose one myself. Haha. Opps XP Here's the poem he composed for me (:
As i sit to write and think Thoughts of you overwelms my mind Words just don't come to me just thru pictures and feelings. I see you, within me. I closed my eyes and imagine, that look from your face as more than beautiful. We may not be the best we are No matter how difficult things can be, In the long run, you will still have me :)
Thanks lah. HAHA, alright, now i seriously have to go do my f&n alrdy! Hope you guys did laugh at the jokes. Lols! :D Take Care people. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it) You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it) You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know Your love is just a lie It's nothing but a lie
SAMANTHA★ True Love Does Not Have A Happy Ending, Cause True Love Never Ends.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 6:42 AM
Gig's video! Enjoy lah.
Hanging By A Thread (:
@ 6:06 AM
Past pictures.
14 Febuary, Valentine's Day.
16 Febuary, Gig.
Today (:
Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 6:02 PM
16 Febuary, Gig.
All i wanna say is that the gig is superbly amazing. Really enjoyed myself there and met many other friends? Haha, band people. Went there with Naia/Maria/Liana. They're all naia's friends. Friendly lah. Yeayyy to'Hanging By A Thread' manxzxzxzzxzx! :D They played really well okay. I support local bands or whattt. Amazing lah you guys (: Whees~
18 Febuary, Monday.
Alright, what happened ystd is normal school day, had dance, ended, and met up with someonehe wanna pass me vday pressie. A ted bear lah seyyy. Cute or what! Whees. Thanks for the pressie! Hope you don't mind me for not getting you anything.Sorry and thanks! :]
19 Febuary.
Now in f&n class. Damn bored. Supposed to do coursework but me and Kris was like blogging. Haha, Everyone like finishing their coursework lah. Damnit. Alright, we just saw this psycho guy's friendster. omg. He look freakish-ly retarded, and alot of stuff lah. I just don't know how to explain. Okay, i'm going off soon now. Need off comp. Bye ;D
Gosh, Mr. Microphone! :D
Hotness equals $^#&$%#&^#!$&#%
p/s: Sorry Maria, i forget to add your solo pic lah girl.
SAMANTHA
That Vocalist (:
Th Rockstar
Samantha C.
29 September 92
Dancer
Msn: bondling88@hotmail.com
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