I'm not feeling well now ): Everything seems wrong. I don't know whats happening. & I guess i need t go hospital. I'm not lying. Ystd, when i was removing my colour contacts, smth drastic happened. I managed t take out th contacts on th right eye but not th left. I struggled real hard & realised that it isn't in my eye anymore. Instead, it went into my eye & i meant went inside. I couldn't find it at all! Was super scared. At that point of time, my eyes like tearing & red alrdy. Mum & sis helped me find but there's like nothing. So i ran t th mirror & see it myself again & i saw it! Ask sis t helped me pull it out. Its like at th cornear of my eye. I was like relieved but when i found out that its only half of th contacts, i almost faint i swear. So till now, my another half is inside my eye. Guess it'll be like sharp enough t cut my eyeball. Argh! I couldn't be bothered anymore. If i'm meant t be blind then let it be.
Love is purposely created by god like that.
He wants us to prove that in love, trust is very impt.
To show that whatever past th others may hold,
you'll love him for whatever past he holds.
I love you, i rlly do love you.
I will not take into account what other people say
Cos' i will love you, for who you are.
You may be guilty for what you've done & wanna be punished for it but i'll tell you what, i'll take that blame from you & let th punishment be on me. Cos of you, i'd do everything, my dear.
Samantha.
I know i can't be th only special one you used t say i am =(
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Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 2:14 AM
Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 6:52 AM
This is rlly hilarious! :D I want a baby like this! Hahaha! Watch it. He's super cute i swear!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 7:55 PM
Alright, i have no mood to post about daily life & stuff & just wanna say this particular thing to that someone. Hm, some things have happened between naia, hasanah & maria. I don't wanna hide th names cause, i want you guys to see & understand how i feel about this whole thing. I mean, naia, you're rlly crude with your words on your blog. I was rlly amazed by what you actually wrote on your blog. Yes, its your blog and you can post whatever you like but its like after all this while, you're like just treating us as a substitude for Jet?! You just like don't even care if you lose us or what lah. I'm rlly mad at how you actually say maria & hasanah on your blog. & Th v first thing is, you made us wait for you like dogs. Secondly, you post about us on your blog using wonderful words like 'fucking' & etc. Shall not write more if not i'll become like you, so, vulgar. & You know what, we all treated you as one in th past but you just wanna make things difficult for us to keep you in as one.
& Since when we come to you just because we need you? Please, hasanah & maria came to ask you for help w th blogskins is because you are their friend & we know you're good at it. Friends are like supposed to help each other. & Th worse thing is, everytime you voluntarily want to help us do th blog, for example, maria, you want something back in return?! Let me tell you whats th defination of volunteer. "A person who voluntarily offers himself or herself for a service of one's own free will, WITHOUT asking for anything in return" Get it?! I know i'm just like a third party in this but i was there that day & was rlly mad at you too. I know you're gonna say i'm a kpo or say i'm siding hasanah & maria cause they're my friends but, no. I'm siding who's right & who's wrong. What you did wrong to Hasanah is, you promised her to help her do blogskins since last Thurs and you dragged it till Tues & when we're gonna head to your house to get it done, you just kinda like forget about everything after receiving a msg from Jet & just leave us behind. Aren't we like a substitude to you? You ask yourself lah. I understand that Jet is someone impt to you but since you know its gonna be long talking to Jet, why can't you just cancel th thingy & postphoned it to another day? & Instead, you made us wait for you like idiots. As for maria, you promised her as well to help her do th cbox. You said she's like always bugging you & all but please, you can ask diana if maria did bug you for it. She only asked you once in awhile. She won't keep asking if you keep your promise & do it for her on that day itself when you said you needed 5 minutes then you'll help her. So, its your fault that all these actually happened. Blame no one but yourself. You won't wanna care about arguements or whatever, is your problem. We won't wanna argue with you either. & Are you sure you're willing to go th extra mile for a friend? It hasn't been proven yet, & guess it'll never be proven in a zillion years. You made up w your old friend, Jet and at th same time, lost 6 other friends that have been there for you all this while when Jet shelfed you aside. V happy right? Stay happy then. We won't have anything to do with you anymore. & Comeon, we're not judging you, we're stating th facts that have been proven. Lastly, DON'T stick your nose into stuff about Liana anymore cause you have no right to do so. Thanks alot. LOTS OF ♥, SAMANTHA
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 4:18 AM
Hey readers. I haven't blogged for three days & i swear alot of things happened. Many peektures to upload but th stupid idiotic irritating blogger is being a bitch, not allowing me t upload all of them. So just gonna upload th peeks on 22nd. Went out w mum on Sat. & I know something rlly bad actually happened on good friday. Ain't a good one for me tho.
I quarreled w mummy first thing in th morning. Was rlly pissed w th way she do things luh. She cancelled my outgoing sms & calls luh! D: So currently, i can only receive sms/calls & can't sent sms or call. Super bad situation i tell you. So, i did smth stupid. Packed all my stuff & ran away from home. Many things happened in between but i'm rlly lazy to explain. Went to Komal's house for th time being. At night, went for a party w Komal but later in th night, sis called, say that i have to go home before ten if not mum's gonna make a police report. Blahblahblah, so, i have to go home. Reached home, mummy talked to me. & For th time being everything shld be fine i guess. Never quarrel w mummy alrdy. & As for today, was home whole day & out at night with hill. Now home. I'm tired. Gonna try uploading th other peeks & backtrack about th past few days another day uh. This are th peeks on 22nd.                 p/s: i won't be able to reply any smses or calls but i can receieve. So anything, just beep me (: So, goodnight everyone :] Bye.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 7:42 AM
Hey, just gonna blog about th rocker family! :] Haha, um, th five of us have been thru alot since sec one? There's so much memories tgt. Esp in sec three. We were bonded even closer to each other. After so much, i don't know why we drifted apart in th ending of last year till starting of this year. Maybe its because of th changes in classes. Everything somehow went wrong. Its scary to lose you guys. I mean its like, i cannot imagine th life in school without both reuben & danny. That day when you wanna talk to us, i've pictured th outcome of us, walking past each other without even smiling or saying hi and just ignore. Its just heartbreaking. However, i'm really glad that we've not become like how i've thought it will be but another different situation (: Having us back tgt again is like, i don't know how to explain but i'm really happy! :D Everything's back to normal and we're even closer now. Gosh, i love you guys so much! :]
 Much Loved, Samantha Th Rocker Family :]
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 5:31 AM
Danceworks, Haibrid Video! :D
Another view of th dance (:
@ 2:27 AM
Hey readers! Haha, i haven't blogged for three days. So maybe i'll have to backtrack first before i say what happen today? Yes, i shall backtrack :]
16 March, Danceworks '08. Alright, we didn't win th competition but its alright cause i know we all did our v best (: However, th thing is, i just don't get it why we didn't win th best supporting team luh. Maybe its just because our supporters didn't wear school uni or smth. Weird. But thanks for coming down to support :] You guys were great! Haibrid & Hainergizer, you guys were awesome on that day! You guys rock my worldxzxzxzxzxz! :D Anyw, i'll get th video of our performance soon! 17 March, school reopen. Um, i don't think there's anything special or funny that happened uh. 18 March, condolences, hscs' security guard. Its really shocking. Th v first thing i heard in th morn is this bad news. Guess th whole school knows about it alrdy. Our dear security guard had left us, & i mean left th world. Its so sudden. Thinking back, he used to lock us up & don't allow us to leave th school (playing w us), say goodbye to us real loud & i rmb during th days when we need to go back to school for dance, he's always sitting there, & greeting us w this bright smile. Mr. Daz said that ystd, he interacted w most of th teachers. Somehow, i guess he knew he's gonna leave us. He passed away peacefully in his sleep. Shld be a heart attack or smth. Its really sad. Condolences, Hai Sing Catholic's security guard, Al-Fatihah. " There'd be days when you get home from a party & forget what th fun was about. Or have a v long intimate conversation, yet feel there's still words left unspoken. Or embrace your special someone, yet never have th strength to say you care. Life tells us that happiness is never absolute. So while its still there, seize th moment cos it may never come again. " Replies to Tags: Marea: Hahaha, i guess you don't get her? ***** claims that i'm w her man or smth? Amazing uh. I have her man. Lols. Nonsense luh. Iggy: Hahaha! Yeayyy. Maybe every man i see, i shall stay away luh uh. Including you? Lols! Cause maybe every man in th world is hers. :] The Dreamer: Lols! Everytime i got into this. Just don't get why they can't just put their beautiful name there so as to justify if i am w her man or smth? Lols. They're always sprouting nonsense. Hahaha. Ignorance is bliss lah babe. (: Helping hand: Haha, yeayy manxzxzxzxzxz! :D Yours sincerely, Samantha.
Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 5:39 AM
 Everything has became so, cold, unfamiliar. Mummy talked less w me. She wants me to pay my own phone bill from now on. Argh. Didn't leave home cause many stopped me & nevertheless, Danceworks is just tmrw. I hope it really doesn't affect my performance. I shall just, ignore. Ignorance is bliss uh. Hm, ohwell. Went to watch th first half for Danceworks today w Hillary. I'm impressed w Coral's performance & th school i love th most is TangLin! :] They were all guys. Gosh, they break danced real well. Chij Toa Payoh is not bad either. However, th stage is really small luh. I wonder how are we gonna squeezeeeeeee. Ah, i'm really nervous. Its tmrw for goodness sake. Time passes like super fast luh. Have to be outside school, all ready, hair made, at 7am. Amazingly early. Have to sleep real early tonight. Soooooooooooo nervous luh! But, i know we'll do our v best to impress th judges. Just so hope i won't have stage fright uh. Lastly, Haibrid & Hainergizer'll rock th world tmrw at Grand Cathay! :] Goooooo girls! We can do it. Bye readers, & i'm dying of nervousness! Booohooo.
Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 7:56 AM
Fcuk everything. I'm depressed. I don't know what to do. Why does everything just come crashing down on me. Its my fault. Maybe i'll leave home for good. I really don't know what to do. People all think i have a perfect family but it isn't. I'm really at a point where i'll just pack up & leave. Its not my mum's fault but mine. I shld be the one leaving. I shld be the one changing. I shldn't have always show her attitude & all. I'm so remorseful & have no idea how t face my mum. ='( I'm sorry. I'm really lost. I guess i'll just pack my stuff now & decide if i shld leave. Bye readers.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 6:04 AM
Hello everyone. I guess i've been kinda mad lately. I just cut my fringe myself. Okay, i repeat, MYSELF. Amazing lah. Somehow i don't really care if it'll be really short or ugly. I'm insane. I'm sotsot. I'm retarded. I'm whatever. Lols. Went to Cin's house today den cut my fringe there. Hill cut too. My deardear girl, cried. Haha. Cause she says its too short & ugly. Comeon babe, you look pretty with whatever hair you have. Even bald?! Hahahaha! No lah, you still look great to me :]
Reached home, cut my fringe again cause i think its still long. Quite short now. Yes, ugly. So? Hahaha, who cares! Look bang-ish now. Ohwell. Tmrw there's dance practice. I'm super tired alrdy. Everyday dance. Seems like the holis gonna be over with just a blink of an eye. Holis is like a normal school day for all dancers uh. Lols! But, its okay lah. What's impt now is Danceworks '08! Train real harddddddd. We'll do our best to impress the judges. Haha, go haibrid! & Nevertheless, hainergizers! (did i spell correctly?) lols! Ooh Ooh Baby! :D Damn, i'm cranky.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 3:57 AM
Happy Advanced Birthday Dira! :]           
Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 7:27 AM
Hello world. Had lunch w daddy & family. Later went to meet Hill at Marina. Caught Step Up 2. Omfg. Two-thumbs up for the movie! Robert Hoffman is hotttttttttt! :D They dance real good. If they join Danceworks, we shall just sit & watch. No need compete. Hahaha! They're damn good. Here are the pictures for the day. Lastly, ROBERT HOFFMAN IS MINEEEEE! :] Hotness much!           
Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 6:47 AM
Happy Birthday Daddy Dearest!, 6 March. Celebrated Daddy's birthday at East Coast one of the place. Was really nice there, with many water skaters? I guess so lah. Lols. Um, even tho i seldom see my daddy, i still love him like never before. He's the bestzxzxzxzxz! :] He do stupid faces with me. He treats me like a princess. He say funny things that made me laugh like madddd. He have funny pronounciation to some words which really sound funny. Eg, Confiscate. He pronounce as 'Comistate.' Lols! I just soooooooooo love him lah. I love my Daddy, just the way he is. Happy Belated Birthday Mummy Dearest!, 3 March. Celebrated Mummy's birthday at home. Tho its something simple, but its special to her uh. Its her day that day. Um, i know its been really hard for her all these supporting the family as the sole-bread winner. & Me, always being defiant towards her and all. Just really feel so guilty now. How i wish i can help her in any way. Maybe i'll go work & help out in the family. Yepp! Imma good daughter whom is gonna help mummy support the family. She have always been there for me. Yes, sometimes she naggggs like very irritating, but i know its for my own good. Every mum won't like to nag at their own children, unless they think that they need it. Lols. Hm, mum, you're just like a role model to me. No matter what, I love you. Pictures on daddy's birthday.                 |
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 Samantha C. 29 September 92 Dancer Msn: bondling88@hotmail.com Friendster
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Punk out loud Sorry I nvr told you All I wanted t say And now it's too late t hold you 'Cos you've flown away Nvr had I imagined Livin' without your smile Feelin' & knowin' you hear me It keeps me alive & I knw you're shinin' down on me frm heaven Like so many friends we've lost along th way & I knw eventually we'll be together One sweet day Darlin' I nvr showed you Assumed you'd always be there & I miss th love we shared Sorry I nvr told you All I wanted t say I took your presence for granted But I always cared
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