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Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 6:58 AM
I don't wanna do this but after so long i haven't forgotten you ): I mean, i have not moved on. Till now. Gonna be a year alrdy. How time flies. There's like too much to erase, too much to forget. I can't do it anymore. I decided to avoid you because you have a r/s to fulfill. Its not your duty to come take care of me anymore. I want you badly, yes i rlly do. But you've chosen her alrdy. You have a girlfriend. I can no longer hold you like before, no longer have you as mine, no longer call you as mine. I'm your past, she's your future. You have a ring there to remind you every now and then. I didn't wanna end this friendship we have but its like our friendship seems something more than that. Ask yourself if i've said anything wrong. I've always been waiting for you since th start but its tiring. I can't hold on much longer. Everytime when you say you're meeting her, do you know how i felt? omg, tears are falling. fcuk. I don't know what else i can do, cos talking to you just make me... argh. Its rlly heartbreaking to say bye to you. Really. Sigh, sis not gonna be sleeping w me tonight, i'll be alone. All alone. Its been long since i cried ='( Just take real good care of yourself since you're sick today okay. But am i rlly hanging on to nothing? ='( i couldn't decide anymore, tell me what to do.. & i know i mean nothing to you. Losing me as a friend, is nothing since you said friends ain't everything. She is. ily, 29 ='( |
Th Rockstar
 Samantha C. 29 September 92 Dancer Msn: bondling88@hotmail.com Friendster
dance hall drug
Punk out loud Sorry I nvr told you All I wanted t say And now it's too late t hold you 'Cos you've flown away Nvr had I imagined Livin' without your smile Feelin' & knowin' you hear me It keeps me alive & I knw you're shinin' down on me frm heaven Like so many friends we've lost along th way & I knw eventually we'll be together One sweet day Darlin' I nvr showed you Assumed you'd always be there & I miss th love we shared Sorry I nvr told you All I wanted t say I took your presence for granted But I always cared
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