Went church. Nothing happened. Anyw, ystd i & krissy had made a pact w each other cos we both heard/experienced r/s tht turn out bad & we wanna make our lifes happier so she came up w this. I joined in. Only both of us were up t it. Hope komey & marea is too! But marea thinks its crazy t make such a pact. But, i trust tht i can. So, this is wht our pact is:
I, SAMANTHA CHONG HAVE DECIDED NOT TO BE ATTACHED TO ANY GUY, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LIKE HIM, UNTIL IM OFFICIALLY 18.
*terms and conditions apply.
This may sound like retarded & may think i won't be able t fulfill it but i will! Rlly, okay. Cause after seeing so many r/s tht failed after such a long time being tgt, it rlly hurts. Just plain seeing others getting hurt/sad, made me rlly have no faith in r/s at this age. Some even spend like years tgt but still ended up in separate ways. I've gone thru it too. He told me he'll promise me a lifetime, but did he? No, but i know its partly my fault for th outcome. I thought he'll be th one for me in my whole life, just him will do but it isn't like this. Whts th ending now? He's w another. Everything is proven, r/s just isn't smth for us at this age. Tho i wished he'll come bck but, its stupid & my wishful thinking. He'll never, for good. I'm tired of all this shyt alrdy. I'm single for good & i mean it.
Guess you people may think i'm _____ t do this. ( insert own word )
But whatever alrdy la, i mean wht i say! :]
& gawd damnit, i miss th clique & girlfies damn efffing much! Hang out real soon kayyyyyy!
Thts all for now.
Bye peeps.
Guess you people may think i'm _____ t do this. ( insert own word )
But whatever alrdy la, i mean wht i say! :]
& gawd damnit, i miss th clique & girlfies damn efffing much! Hang out real soon kayyyyyy!
Thts all for now.
Bye peeps.
